Look don't get offended by this don't even judge me by punctuation because I'm verbally speaking in my phone you know when you pray you pray about things that mean a lot to you and you're not supposed to ever compare your prayers or your sins because one man's need is another man's luxury our one man's success is another's failure
I personally have come to the fork in the road I have spent years building my empire my family my luxury only now I sit back and watch it all be destroyed
Lately I often feel like am I living the life that God intended for me or is my current life a reflection of the decisions I've made
I've never known the loneliness one feels by the betrayal of another honestly I've never experienced it and now I have you wake up daily and you say to yourself today will be the day today I will be powerful and at the end of the day you're just glad you made it through the day
I also now realize why so many marriages fail because people don't really take the time to get to know them selves I for one refuse to be that statistic I am independent I work I own and I sacrifice
When the day comes and I meet someone it will never be because I need them it will only be because I want them and that will enhance the beauty of the need the need will not be economical the need will not be taken for granted the need will be because my soul is hungry