You made me tear up Beach...wish I could hug you right now...please be strong dear. You and your Mom will get through this...I know you have the faith, you have God and prayers from all of us here.
My husband has taped a picture of Jesus on our bathroom mirror because he said that sometimes you just don't know what to say, or have the strength to say anything, but looking at His picture sometimes is all you need to carry on.
"Don’t you be afraid, for I am with you. Don’t be dismayed, for I am your God.
I will strengthen you. Yes, I will help you.
Yes, I will uphold you with the right hand of my righteousness".
Isaiah 41:10